In so much pain right now and it just seems to be everywhere for a few months now l have been experiencing really bad body pains which l had always associtaed with' switching' due to D.I.D as p doc said that it was probably just body memories l have just always presumed that s what it is. But now it cant be can it????? the pain seems like its evrywhere all over my body and to touch my body in certain areas is just excruiating
Today is worse than ever and all day i've been pumping myself full of paracetamol and codeine tablets but they dont seem to working for very long at all. When l try to stand after sitting its just agony like my legs have seized................... why why why am l in so much agony????? why does it hurt like this..........what if l go to docs andhe just says its the switching again.....dont know what to do , this seems like its been going on foreverand today l just want to scream the pain out.....even sleep hurts waking with cramps ripping through my legs.......IS THIS JUST BODY MEMORIES???? can they really be like this?????? l just dont know any more

Mandyxx