((((((((((((((((wi))))))))))))))))))) i'm sorry. i haven't kept up and didn't realize the situation. may i add one more thing. you said you think the only reason he "lets" you see the children is because you're their birth mother. i would like to add that there's another reason...because there's a court order stating it! while you're so down and tired, stand behind that and not much else right now, ok? know that the law is behind you and just look to that right now if you can.

((((((((((((((((((((((wi))))))))))))))))))))))) more for you right now.

kd