Hi saiimsorry and welcome to a wonderful forum. bptoo is correct in saying there are lots of caring people here.

As to your question - I'm not sure if anyone can tell you per say what you should say or do that would improve relationships with your family, but I agre again with bptoo that all you can do is to let them know you are sorry and wish for their forgiveness.

I've always heard it said that love and hate are closely related and I agree. It seems to me, that one can't do either unless there is feeling there.

I think there are only three things you can do:

One - is to write them a ltter of apology and ask them for their forgiveness. I would make several drafts of this letter before sending it off to them - that way, it stands a better chance of being received in the light you wish it to be.

Second - treat your soullmate and everyone else in such a maner that they will have no choice but to see the truth of who the real you really is.

Third - and I believe this to be the most important thing - is to fully embrace your soulmate and love that person with all that is within you - for that person is the most important thing in your life.

Your friend Sam (who sends you his best)

Anyone can say I love you, but actions speak louder than words.