Thank you everyone for your support. It has helped a bit, but the pit of depression over all of this seems to be getting deeper and deeper...

I am still job-hunting while I go into my current "job" and grin-and-bear-it. After my last write-up for checking the appointment schedule for a patient, I put on the reprimand sheet in HUGE letters "REFUSE TO SIGN" and even stated "When is this harassment going to end?" Since then, things have calmed down a bit. Don't know why, don't dare ask.

I just feel like I'm never going to get out of there and my depression just gets darker and darker. I have no T or pdoc, just my family doctor, who I see next week. I know my depression has a lot to do with being under-medicated on my Seroquel, but I can't afford to take the full dosage because of lack of funds.

Hopefully, my fam doc will fill out the paperwork with Astra-Zeneca so I can get my meds provided for me, and then I only have to stick it out another 6-8 weeks for the paperwork to be approved.

Again, thank you all for your support; it's much needed right now.

Dolfin