well it has been 3 weeks i got out of the hospital after my attempt. When i woke up i found my air conditioner was out. I called the office and the repair people won't be out until sometime tomorrow. When i got home the temp was climbing towards 90f. So then i use my phone to call the office to check on the status and find that my phone is broken. No one can hear me. This is not reassuring. I think i got condensation inside near the mouth piece. At least i can text if i have to. Anyway my frustration level is rising i know the ac issue is temporary. I know i can stick my head in the freezer if i need to, but if i need to call a hotline, i am kinda screwed. I have put on soothing music and i am about to take a klonopin. I got on fb and let my family and irl closest friends what was happening and they can text me. I guess i can use a payphone if i have an emergency. All my neighborhood friends have issues with me using their phones should i need to call a hotline. these people also have mi. I am shocked. Help?