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Originally Posted by thinker22
I'm quitting everything. Therapy. Meds. Everything. I can't take them using and abusing me anymore with their theories. **** them. If I wind up in the hospital, so be it. They brought it on by their negligence. I hope they can live with themselves. I asked for help half a dozen times in the past few weeks and they won't do anything.
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I know how you are feeling


and i know it doesnt feel good. Whenever i go to my tdoc and try to tell him some of the issues i am trying my hardest to deal with its like it goes in one ear and back out the other.Then he just picks up his little yellow notepad and says "lets do an awareness session" which BTW i TOTALLY hate and really honestly find no use for them.He swears by them stupid things(awareness sessions) and i act like a little puppet and say "ok,lets do one"....grrrrr!!! When i was having a really bad time with anxiety in my life i asked him nicely to prescribe something different than the PRN ativan he gave me (20 whole lousy pills....god i had hoped that i never had more anxiety issues than the few 20 PRN pills he would allow monthly sooooo many times) That time period and my worrying about having something available to calm me down if i would need to was one of the reason i asked him about possibly changing.Maybe i was developing a tolerance and needed something else.Well,it was a no way and lets work on another awareness session lol.....Ok I guess i should stop cuz i dont believe i am being very therapeutic for you.I just wanted you to know that i know how you are feling right now and I feel for you...and some cyber hugs never hurt either


