Jen,
I'm so sorry you are feeling so overwhelmed. It sounds like given all that is going on, it's only natural. I hope you have a safe place to curl up and just be quiet and allow yourself to cry, sleep, scream into a pillow, pray, or whatever you find helpful. I'm also glad you still have hope in saying that this will pass. It will, you know. It just stinks right now, it sounds like.

And I'm certain you know you are not lazy. It's hard for spouses and others who don't have depression to understand how it can just paralyze a person. It's like having the flu. Everyone understands what the flu is like...you just can barely even shower. But depression can do the same thing, but people can't see it and don't always understand it. My hubby has similar thoughts about my depression, and it really hurts when he thinks I'm just not "motivated enough" or not "disciplined" enough. He's getting a bit better, though. I hope yours has his supportive moments, too.

((((jen))))

Use tissues profusely, and do what you need to do to take care of yourself.

And good luck with the home sale. It's so stressful. I hope you find a realtor who will be top notch and will take some of the sress away.

gg