So far, yes, it's been a 100 times better than yesterday. I'm tired from not getting a good night sleep, but otherwise okay. Now that I've done my required daily duties, I'm getting a little scared of the options. Like, how am I going to find something to do for the next 8 or so hours before I start my nighttime routine? My eyes are too tired to read a book or play games. It's another hot day so I don't want to go out. I guess I could watch some recorded TV for a while or nap, but in the quiet, my mind starts to wander. Especially now that I have no safety net besides here. I keep things sometimes from my mate because I don't want him to know just how bad things are. I have no in person friends in this state that I'm close to. And to me, the hospital will do more harm than help if I swing back into a severe depression. When they took me there in December I had PTSD, hallucinations, and nightmares for months afterward. Not good.

Think I'll go have a nap and hope I have a little more eye strength to do something afterward.

xo everyone (unless you're a germaphobe, then we can rub elbows )