This story might be hard to follow. Here it is (I need feedback too):
When I feel lonely, I start to think about this guy who kind of hurt my feelings back in May. I liked him A LOT, in that I wanted to date him. I put my feelings out there to him and he said he wanted to get to know me, but he couldn't because I get services from the place he works and he didn't want to lose his job. He was on my facebook and I said hi to him on his page once and he said back that he was tired of facebook's bs. I wrote to him bc I didn't know if his hostility was directed at me and he said sorry he didn't mean to be a jerk and that he thought what he said was kind of mean. After that I took him off my facebook, was upset, cried, and tried to forget about him. I still have really strong feelings for him though and I don't know why. I just do and I want to reach out again, but I don't want to get hurt. He really hurt me and that scares me to put myself out there agian just to get hurt.