All...

The hugs are so well appreciated.

He does need to start being a man. He truly is a 16 year old in a 45 year old man's body.

We met tonight. He insisted. So, I insisted on a public restraurant. He wanted money... gave me his digital camera and two watches in return. It's really pathetic to see an adult man in this position.

I told him money was for food and gas only while he decided what he needed to do... find a job, go to Texas to be with his brother.

At this point, I am just tired. He admitted to me tonight he has an anger problem and is a problem avoider, afraid of confrontation.

All I know right now is that this should be it except for some stuff I need to clear up with the house and some financial matters in order to end this divorce and really get on with my life. I'm just unmotivated right now. I need to get out of this slump.

Part of all of this is just my tiredness. As Sam pointed out, negativity begets negativity. That has worn me down... and I need to nuture myself, that is true.

This is a man who is totally confused. Totally angry. I don't need this.

You guys are all too cool... all a bunch of sweethearts!