Yeah I totally agree with ya there.
And we're not sexually active we're both still virgins. So I don't have to worry about laws.

I know I don't know who she is. She seems somewhat mature for her age at times, but there are other times where she can become annoying.
When I was 15 I was dating someone who was a bit older than me, and she got to a point in her life sooner than I did that changed her so much and I also changed myself as I got older too so we just didn't work out anymore. She ended up breaking up with me because she knew we would be better off. I feel now in my current relationship the same as how my ex felt with me. So this relationship will probably end similar to that. I've tried breaking up with her and I'd like to stay friends but she got so upset when I tried and was beginning me not to leave her so I gave in. Probably was a horrible decision, and I wish I had just said no from the start because it would have been a lot less painful than it would be now. I feel really stupid for that.

So far in my life I haven't made too many important decisions. I mean I love to make people happy but I've been forcing myself to realize there's a line that shouldn't be crossed. I wish I had realized that back in December. I also know that this is probably going to change me, I'm kind of hoping for the better honestly. I'm hoping it'll change her for the better too but it could also make her a little less trusting of people like my last relationship made me.

I'm trying to gather the courage to try and break up with her. This morning for some reason I woke up and felt like I was single again, and it felt so good. I have a feeling it would help a bit with my depression... but at the same time it's like I know it'll be painful at first and I guess I'm scared for both of us to go through with it.

Maybe I could just... say that we should break up and continue as just friends, and when she's older, if we have feelings for each other still that we should date again?