I feel different... Today at school, I wasn't able to focus on our lessons. It's just hard when you feel different from the bunch of teenagers around you if you.

I'm a homosexual and in the process of changing but no one helps me. I'm afraid to talk about this to my parents because they my dad may burst to anger. I thought I can confine this wouded feelings forever within me but I no longer can. I don't have the channel to drain these to.

I feel so alone...