But I am the one who brought them into my life, well except my parents, of course. I didn't choose them. But I chose to live near them and make them part of my support system.

My husband triggers me
My mother triggers me
My kids trigger me
My father used ot trigger me, but now he speaks pretty much only through my mother.

I dream of a little beach house somewhere where I can be alone. It is warm and sunny all the time and I can spend the whole day on the beach or kayaking on the water. I have the choice to bring people into my life or to keep them away without the fear of them bein insulted because they "are only trying to help."

I like my dog and I like my cat.

Can anyone help me figure out what mood this is? It doesn't feel good, but I have already gone out for a run today and will go kayaking later after I go food shopping with 50% of the people who trigger me. I am using my own boat, though so I can be "alone."