((((tear)))) Part of my reasoning is that you could best help yourself by trying to move past the part of getting even, but of protecting yourself physcially and emotionally.

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I mean I like to talk to people to get help, but no one seems to want to listen to everyone I go to, they either change the subject, or just ignore it, not me, what I'm talking about, they'll pretend not to of heard it.

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Tell us more about this, ok? Who all have you tried to talk with? What were the situations in which you tried to discuss this? How long ago were these attempts to reach out for help?

There is help out there for you. I'm sorry you are feeling so lost in this.