Where I live there is a Free Clinic with counselors and a psychiatrist. You might want to find out if there is such a type of clinic in your area. Try calling a social service agency perhaps and they can point you to free help most likely. Hope you will get the help you need and be on your way to better days! Take care and keep posting, okay? CQ

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<font color=blue>"All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter another." Anatole France</font color=blue>