[quote=white_iris;1094784]
Right now i am hurting....physically and emotionally....
I'm sorry my friend
scared to come out of the broom closet b'cuz i think ppl won't like me any more for being such a "baby"
BABY?! have mercy but folks will think I am not even fertilized yet...
Give me the bat 'cause the FedEx man is waiting for it
my heart is hurting
i'm in that dizzy whirlpool of confusion and denial
i'm reading the uplifting things being said
and feel so ashamed because i can't grasp any of them
w_i
these "uplifting things" are being said because we are also hurting and looking for ways and wise words to help us.

No Shame-No Guilt-No Apologies

they slip like sand thru my fingers
and then they blow away
and i can't hold anything good or bad
numb
just letting the whirlpool take me wherever
and can't fight it
sometimes it takes more courage to let go and stop fighting and let it flow...
why
what's the point?
can't stop it anyway.......
magic words, my friend...another way of saying there are some things we can control, cannot control, and shouldn't waste our time trying to control

In Peace