Thanks Catherine for your reply....

Yes, it is a though situation and I hate to not want to be with her...I try my best to respect her and do stuff that makes her happy....but it's really difficult....
anyway, she's my mother and I can't change her...I just wanted to write it down...It's so frustrating....
When I was a child, I was thinking all parents are like this....but as I grow up, I found out I'm totally wrong....I was always embarassed by her behaviour...being so agressive always...
Thanks again
M.