Quote:
Originally Posted by tryingtobeme
dreamseeker  I have these same issues. I don't think it's anything other than your body just reacting to what you are talking about. I too have this happen all the time. It can even happen when I am on the phone talking to a really good friend of mine. It's nothing sexual you are right, it just happens.
I too seek out show like Law & Order SVU. I wonder if it's because I can relate to the vicitms as far as their pain, hurt, sorrow...all those feelings you get when you have a bad childhood or are r.p., SA...anything bad happen that happends to you.
I haven't talked to my T either, but I am sure mine would not be surprised if I said this was happening. I do understand the embarressment...I feel so wrong when I end up going to the bathroom and realize all the extra lubrication down there...usually when we are talking about other things that have nothing to do with anything sexual. So...I feel what you are feeling, and I don't think you and I are the only ones either.
|
Thank you!!
It helps immensely to know that I'm not the only one who experiences this. I actually did tell my T about it, that was awkward! She mentioned that there must be shame associated with that reaction for me, and it's true, but I'm not sure where that shame comes from, as I don't recall any CSA. I also told my T that I relate to the victims on shows like L&O: SVU - of course, T was very interested in that, but we haven't dug much deeper yet - I kinda got freaked because I shared so much, so I put on the brakes, and my T is being patient with me.
