Being a college student I am forced to pull many late nights. Tonight is one of them. The bad thing is tomorrow I know that I am going to feel horrible. I have problem sets due every Wednesday of about 30 problems and each problem takes about an hour. Nights like this are so weird because on one hand we all work together and there are always tons of jokes and nerdiness going on which breaks the tension--and then there is the shear stress of trying to finish.
Right now I feel so depressed that my work is incomplete and it is so late--I only have 3 problems left, but still....
I know the rest of my week is pretty much wasted----
I just feel kind of kind a failure ---
I just normally (at least lately in my life) haven't been this depressed and I guess it just kind of scars me. My best friend who is in my study group --mentioned the one time that she took a full bottle of caffiene pills ---and I just got really down even though I know that was almost two years ago and she wouldn't do that again
life can be so messed up

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