Mania? I wish I could get the good part. I only get anxiety and insomnia and paranoia and taking impulsive trips. I think I'm having a mixed episode because I'm depressed and anxious and can't sleep.

I'm just sayin' I kinda know how it is. I get the way you described below for stretches during college...it's kinda out of control. Hope you're okay and stayin' safe. To bed. To bed.