You know I have had thoughts like that to how people look at you. Now I don't care. Everyone knows me where I get my script at, but they never say anything to me. I know those stupid attacks really make it so, so difficult to live. If you need to go to the Dr. then you just need to go. A regular MD can write out a script to. I have had to do that a lot, but now I have my own PDOC, and she just adjusted the meds for me. As far as the guy, just be careful with him, because he may run in and out. I bet it does seem strange that he has two different things on his messages or whatever he does. It would make me wonder too.