Two days ago I was laying in bed balling and today I feel the chemicals rushing through my brain. I feel like I may say and do things I may regret. Yet I dnt care. Hahahaha I don't give a whopping doodly doo. I'm trying to keep my mouth shut so I don't say the wrong thing. It is hard I just wnt to just say and do all kinds of thinks. Ooh the ideas the fun I cld have I have to control it not let it control meeeee. So far since I've awoken I've literally had like 5 whole conversationss with myself about what to do and stuff I dnt know. It cxrazy. I'm full of energy. That I haven't had in a while. I am being more self destructive. I really have to be careful whom I associate with right now I cld easily do some crazy things. Ahaaha. I dnt know