Just wante dto say Hi!!! Was searching on the internet and came across this site!!!
I am in germany...... feel real depressed, lifeless.... don't have the energy to do anything,...... what for!?!?
I feel the worst about feeling this way cause I have a little son who is just 9 months old.... and I am not a very good example for him at the moment!!!
I guess you could say that I have been having depressions since I was a teenager.... which means the last 10-12 years. Don't know where they came from or why???
I feel really lonely here too... don't have any friends and find it really difficult to make new contacts.
I got married last year and have lived with my husband for the last seven years. He is great. But I don't get to spend much time with him as he works a lot!!!
As stupid as it may sound to me my life seems senseless at the moment!!! It is like I am totally mentally blocked up.... paralized!!!