two months ago i found out that my live-in bf for almost 6 yrs was cheating on me. now i am jealous all the time.. i wanted to know where he goes, who he's talking to. i even check all his calls every hour and i don't really like what i'm doing but i'm afraid that he would cheat again. there are days when we are okey, we don't fight at all but then the following morning i would start nagging again and we're back to round 1. this jealousy and insecurity that i'm feeling is creating a gap between us and it makes us exchange words that are not even healthy anymore. this morning he was telling me to leave the house and when i told him after i find a place to go, he told me "do you think somebody will take you in? you don't have any friend, you're nothing". it hurts to hear the truth sometimes. i just hurts to be all alone.