VALEXAND put it best. You are just alone. I have been there so many times. For some reason, it just gives you something to focus your hurt and loneliness on. That man isn't considering you one bit. And honestly, i have figured out that when you are walking around feeling this way, it shows and you are really keeping light, and hope out of your life. You MUST change the way you think and let it happen for you naturally. Soon enough, you will be like who??????