Mostly I am angry because I can't seem to handle much more than getting out of bed, but I force myself to take my kids out to my parents' pool so I am not sitting around getting depressed. My mom says things that trigger me because I think she is trying to rush my recovery by telling me how much everyone else is suffering with my disease and then I feel selfish. My husband, instead of supporting me, picks little fights when I am feeling oversensitive and then I lash out. He says these thinks like "I have had more dogs in my life than you have, implying I know nothing about dogs, or things like he thinks he is better at relationships than I am. Here I am getting madder just thinking about it.
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