I don't have enough. I have no savings and barely any income enough to meet my bills w/o rent. Plus, one has to have deposit and first and last month's rent up front.

I was liiving in my head the daydream of finally yelling at her when she accosts me, grabbing whatever is near me, and taking off - living in my car. I just don't think that's the answer tho.

Is ok - no need to respond. I've been round this particular bend sooooooo many times over the years... there is just no viable option.

((((((((((((Rap)))))))))))))