Thankyou so much! I have never been on a website like this and so far I am enjoying reading other peoples stories. I feel like I'm not alone.
I was on the phone all day with doctors, hospitals, counselors..they all said they thought it was PTSD. I have an appointment with somebody next week.
The thing you said about someone being at the foot of your bed. That's is what I see. It's somebody dressed in black, black clothes and a very white face. Instead of ignoring it, because most of the times I know it's not real, I'll just stare at it's face. It never goes away. It will be there for an hour than I finally have to have my husband walk with me in the other room. But, thankyou again for taking the time to help me!! Best of luck to you!