Really, thankyou! I am sitting here crying, just because someone understands. I feel like I'm not alone. I know my husband tries as hard as he can but when I tell him what is going on, he actually looks scared of me or looks at me like I'm nuts.
I often feel like a burden to him. I have to wake him up in the middle of night just to see if he sees the same thing as I do. It is nice to know that I am not alone here because I often feel that way.

I never thought about PTSD because I kind of block that part of my life out. I thought it was schizophrenia. I was told by a doctor last year that I was Bipolar but at the time I didn't believe him. I was at the manic phase and I felt on top of the world. Now it feels like my world is crashing. I can't seem to get moving but yet my head doesn't stop.

Thanks again!! I am glad I have somewhere to go to, to tell my story and not be looked at like I'm crazy.