it really scares me, Miss A, that you drink to try to get "hammered".....do you parents know you drink? alcohol is a depressant and you just mentioned getting ADs. drinking with some ADs can be harmful and sometimes, dangerous. if you can't remember what you did, while drinking, that means you're drinking to the point of having blackouts. that is a state where you are "still with it" but you don't know what you're doing or why you're doing it. that means you could do anything while in that state.......pat