Today I went to a job interview. Yesterday I was totally fine and not nervous a bit. But then I couldn't sleep last night..I kept waking up every half hour. And then when I finally woke up and started getting ready for my interview I just started freaking out! I got sick, my stomach was killing me, i had this weird sever pain in my upper abdomen area and my back. It felt like a rubber band of acid was squeezing and burning me so much I couldn't breathe. I've had anxiety/panic attacks before but this one was really painful and came from no where! I also have OCD so it took me like 3 hours to get ready meanwhile I'm hurting and sick trying to get through stupid rituals. I'm sick of being like this I wish it would just magically go away.

I guess I just felt like complaining and this seemed like the place to do it lol...