Hello everyone. After everything that has happened I am still having trouble with no interest in our home, him, or anything really. Its like I go through the motions of things and do my have to's but only that. I still dont trust him. He still doesnt open up to me and talk about what has happened. He hasnt been to therapist in a month or so, which scares me. Im afraid that he is still doing things that I dont know about and just doesnt tell me. His thought with me is if there is something that he knows i wouldnt like then he just doesnt tell me about it. He feels that this is not lying, just keeping it from me, like begging the police not to come here when he was being questioned and/or arrested. I wish he would be honest with me but after all of the lies I wouldnt know which was truth and which were a lie. I just feel sort of dead inside in my life in general, but especially in our relationship. Why cant i feel like i used to and have interest in cleaning the house, doing home projects, etc. Tomorrow is Father's Day and I have no excitement over what to get him or any plans yet. Just no interest. How can I get myself out of this. I take 50 mg of Zoloft a day, which helps my depression some but............... Is this depression or something else? I dont call my friends or sisters as much since he came home, partly because we used to fight over my telephone calls, but I have no interest in talking anymore. What is wrong with me?