Those are the words to describe my life right now.

I'm 16 years old, the age where sweetest moment of your teenage life tends to happen : boyfriends, best friends sleepover, food fights, and other special occasions (prom, graduation).

Except I never had any of those. I'm a nerd, bookworm and a geek. The one that wears a pair of glass, tied up hair, make up free face and holding an AP calculus book.

I have been lonely, feeling that no one could understands me, even my parents. I'm jealous whenever other girls hang along with each other during lunch time while I have to hurried to the library to hide my shame.

I'm tired of being abandoned, blending with people whom I only knew their name, their grade, while they never knew my name.

I hate those people on Facebook who have more than 300 friends, and people write on their wall everyday. While I have none.

No phone calls, no communication, no texting. I'm an invisible person who knows a little bit about everyone but no one knows anything about me. I try my best to be benevolent to them but they were never there when I need help.

I'm Sad, Lonely, and Lost.
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