Alright, so I've called up my campus yesterday and asked discretely about when I could see a counselor, and they've said anytime the first week. That would be atleast august 24th, so I've got some time until then. And so taking some of the advice I'm recieving I think I'm giong to have a friend go with me. I've already called up one of my best friends from my campus, and he said he'd go with me. I told him what it was about and he seemed pretty cool about it. I also told my gf and I didn't have an idea of what she'd think. She sounded supportive after I explained, and said she was there for me. So I feel alot better about actually getting up and going at the moment. The thing is though, I have no idea how I'll feel when I actually go to see the counselor and I'm afraid if I'm not feeling immediately bad that day, I won't stress or communicate how I feel when things are going bad.