So I suffer with the aftermath of a traumatic incident and with that I have the Great PTSD, which in turn has given many years with little sleep, loads of night terrors, certain extreme fears and at times issues of thoughts of wishing I did not exist, I wonder to myself if I will ever be over all of this stuff, will I ever feel better, will I ever sleep one night through the whole night, will I ever go a week, month, or longer with no thoughts of not existing anymore...I have seen countless therapists and done many treatments, but to no avail, every day is just one more day to suffer, will this be my life destiny to always feel like life has no real value....