((((((((((((((( dear treehouse ))))))))))))))))

when I read your post I kept remembering the strong place you were in last week - I think it was more than a break for you, it was a REST and that is a very good thing - there is still work to do, but you are stronger now even if you don't know it. Please don't think about quitting. remember... she said, becoming a real pain... when you are down or upset, MAKE NO CHANGES......

others have given you wonderful supporting words and I echo them too; I too hurt for your pain and wish you peace.

PS - was very glad to hear that yr T brought in a white noise machine to minimize the outside voices. I saw that as very thoughtful, he tries to take good care of you.