I don't have intrusive thoughts about meds very often, but BOY do I have them about other stuff.

I don't actually see or hear these thoughts, but it's like remembering a picture or a song.

Occasionally I do have the thoughts that "No way is anything really wrong with me...it's all over now". Then the cycle starts all over. When I have those thoughts now I tell them that there is something wrong. Normies don't have cycles of suicidal depression and elated hyperactivity. I tell the thoughts "YOU LIE YOU LIE YOU LIE".

Berries, tell those thoughts they lie. Those bad thoughts don't want you to be happy/stable/whatever.