OOOPS there goes my stable mood!!!!!!

HYPOMANIA is HERE!!!!!!!!!!!

I knew my sleep was going to ****. One cannot sleep three hours a night without something happening. My pnurse caught on, but I sorta lied to her about my sleep pattern so she would leave me alone about hypomania. I WANT hypomania. I am taking my Lithium though, I don't wanna get so far that I piss off everyone I know and can't do my job.

I guzzle caffeine, talk a mile a minute, my thoughts come pouring through my head, its GREAT. Sometimes I can't concentrate on anything for very long though. That's why I haven't been very active here lately because I read a post and forget what it said while I am trying to respond.

I have an appointment with pnurse tomorrow, and I don't want her to find out about the hypomania. But she is smart and will probably figure it out.

Maybe I will CANCEL! Take some Zoloft! OOOOH that is so tempting....