As my life is falling down around me and I'm not sure I can take any more...
I came out of my therapy session and sort of went

My T has some very similar pain issues. The T's is from having polio as a child. Mine is from being born. So I was just introduced a possible new treatment for my pain issues since it helped hers. That took just under 10 min of my 45 min session.

We did talk about my mother's passing but more from an informational view rather than grieving for she knew my mother had been ill. And of course talked about how my dad was taking the loss. So let's see, that is about another 15 minutes.

Then she asked how my youngest son's father was doing. So we talked about all the testing he is going through to try and become eligible for the kidney transplant list. After 4 days of testing - proving he is cancer free, doesn't have aids, or TB or or or or. Scans for this and that etc.

Ok time's up.. .. ..
I'm sent on my way with a list of things to check on the internet.

This was one of those times when I would have gladly taken my T by the shoulders and shaken the pi** out of her.

What about me
That is why I went to the T in the first place.