Perfectsilence, I'm sorry about your rough day. Your mention of bullying immediately grabs my attention. How was your day before the bullying? How much of the day's pain is due to the bullying? Depression is always in the background, but a bully can easily draw it to the fore.

I think I'll stop here before launching into a long discourse on bullies...

You go ahead and talk to us all you want. Don't worry about being repetitive.