i'm... utterly crap at advice. its why i dont really post on other peoples'... im terrified that ill say the wrong thing because i currently have tunnel vision.
and i know what it feels like to not really know if you can even control doing those "something stupid"s or not or whatever. but think of it like an action; if you can hold back tears, if you can hold back screaming at someone or whatever, as hard as it may be, you can hold it back. i personally cant find the point in life, living, why its so bad not to - but i know that im not right. because im sick, you're sick and many people on this forum are - we are suffering from a mental illness and rather than have difficulty walking if you were to have broken legs or whatever, we just have problems living. find a point in it all.
but theres a light at the end of the tunnel. cbt, therapy, meds, time - whatever helps you get better.
i hope things get easier.
x
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I leave the gas on;
Walk the alleys in the dark,
Sleep with candles burning;
I leave the door unlocked..
+ im still breathing..
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