Well, yesterday was especially hard, because she wrote me a letter which confirmed her feelings for this other guy. She had to write, in detail, that she "felt a love that I have never felt before in my entire life." Oh, okay, thanks for that. Whatever. Three or four dates and that's how she feels, what can I do?

So it's way, way, way over. I went to sleep surprisingly well, almost like at peace with the whole thing. Woke up this morning and didn't really feel the anxiety as I had been feeling these past couple of days. I guess just the finality of the end has hit me, and it doesn't feel so bad after all. Weekends are, of course, the hardest (and we're in the middle of a week here), so we'll see. I need to make some sort of plans for Friday night and Saturday, since those are the two toughest for me.

Thanks all for listening... it's nice to have the support.