((((((((((babysteps))))))))))


You are not alone in this. We care and understand where you're coming from here, and as long as it's helping you to post about how you're feeling, then go ahead and post 100 times a day if you have to. I've found that the best thing in the world for me, no matter how much I'm suffering or how big my problems get, is to offer some support to someone else. I'd like to thank you for the opportunity to help you, and in turn make myself feel a little better too. I hope you keep us posted on how you're doing, and I'm sorry that you're feeling so crummy right now. Sending lots of hugs.