Depression whys:

Why am I so: useless, worthless, confused, forgetful, hopeless, lazy, alone?

Why am I so scared to: be around others, talk on the phone, drive my car, get a job, have fun, be happy, go shopping, talk to my friends and family?

Why can't I: remember, figure things out, communicate, do something with my days, function?

I know this is depression talking but: why is it so hard to fight, why does it take all of my energy just to confront it, why does it want me so bad?

Why do I even: wake up?

Sorry for this post, I do try to post more positive things but I am just so frustrated with my illness I just needed to get it out.