I hear you loud and clear. I've been on the upside of the mountain for a couple weeks now. I got absolutely ZERO sleep last night, not one second of sleep. And I feel fine. I only drink a cup and a half of coffee in the morning. And I haven't been having any problems. Except a couple days ago when I ate McDonald's and it made me feel like a POS. Then I started having some anxiety on top of it so I took two xanax and it put me down pretty good.

But yeah, I've been wired. Getting tons of stuff done, and doing it well. All kinds of different stuff: work, play, school. I want to do it all!

I feel guilty posting about it here, when so many people feel like crap. I usually only post when I feel like crap. I wish everyone could be on this side- but not out of control of course.

That's another thing, when I'm up like this, I'm aware of it now. I do a better job of staying away from the dangerous behavior: impulsive spending, quick decisions without considering the consequences, etc. I still drive like an idiot sometimes though. That's a hard one for me to quash. omg I just said "quash". Meds probably help keep me from going overboard too.

I don't wanna tell my pdoc...he might change my meds or something to bring me back down. Hopefully we all stay under control.