Bama I think about death everyday. I am scared what it might bring. Growing up we believed in heaven and hell. What if it is just a bunch of lies? You are not the only one out there. I have a 92 yr old grandmother who is scared to death of dyingg. I was near death in January and I almost didn't make it. I spent three weeks in a drug induced coma and three weeks recovering. Everynight after I take my meds I think is this my last night? Will I not make it through the next day? I hardley ever leave my house. I really have let the fear of dying take over my life.

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