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Originally Posted by pachyderm
Sometimes I seem to need to be angry with T or someone else I need, for some kind of self-preservation. It really seems to be necessary sometimes. If I am not, I will get sucked into something that does not feel good... something I am not ready to handle...
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Yes, I totally think this is a lot of it (now).
It's so weird, I can BARELY REMEMBER session yesterday. I bet if I hadn't written about it, I would have no idea what the heck even happened. Which makes me feel like
I really don't even feel ANGRY at T now. Poor T. I would hate to have to work with me.