Does anyone else self harm by taking extra pills? I have only cut once in this last year- I just kind of woke up one day as an ex cutter - I felt that part of me was over with. Doing it just gives me more scars, more embarrasment, more hassle from my family... I also have a son coming up to age 2 and I don't want to have to explain what the cuts are... so am I cured? No- I've gone from cutting to taking small ods. They are enough to make me feel weird - to feel damaged- but no one can tell or prove I have done it. I usually do it in the day but when I take my meds before bed I sometimes swallow some extras and figure dying would be a bonus but I'm not taking enough. I don't know if this is dangerous or not. My social worker doesn't do anything when I tell him - just says that I am on a high dose as it is so taking more is not advisable. Anyone have any comments/similar problems.