Hay there Petunia,

I am glad you are feeling better now....guess that is part of the rollercoaster of PTSD. I am new to the reactions that come from it but seem to think that as time passes, the lows seem to last less time the longer we are able to deal with our PTSD.

I hope you know that those feelings that find their way back into your life are by no means stupid...& like _Sky said...that word isn't to be used here....because we all are there at different times.

I can only imagine how much a part of your life your trauma became since you lifed it daily for so many years. The trauma I went through was only 5 days with it extending several months into my Mothers death & the fear didn't stop then. I realize how consuming the feelings can be & they will never go away. I'm amazed at how well you have come through everything you have experienced & hope that there will not be many triggers in your future.

Here's hoping your perked up pedals can last for some time now......
Debbie