we r so antsy an anxious an out of sorts...it seems like there is no end ta the pain an thoughts bout ourselves that we donno which way ta go...seem like the only way we is happy is when we dont hafta listen ta the memories...we donno why at this point she is so resistant ta listenin 'cept we know that it is really painful for her...but then we dont get what we need if shes unwillin ta listen like we need her to...we have a T who is new an who I have emailed an asked her ta help but shes been outa town an we donno when she is gonna b back in again...she hasnt set out any new T time so we donno if we r actually gonna see her again...we r scared an upset an have upset tummy lots...we donno if we is ever gonna b ourselves again an work together...seems like we hit roadblocks time after time from her resistance ta the memories...i donno if we can take much more of her not listenin...we need ta voice it...an if we cant take it then we can voice it ta our T an she can decide when ta tell her since we cant seem ta break thru ta her sensibilities an cause her ta see our needs...please send prayers an good thoughts our way...
abbi
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